My dreams are getting more and more dramatic recently..
I dreamt again yesterday.
this time, I dreamt i was in a somewhat ship. A ship filled with humans of all races. We were suppose to be transported to somewhere else. There are shops in the ships. All kinds of shops.
In this ship dream, I had a close friend, a female close friend. She was beautiful. Long hair, fair, and possessed a nice curve body. She was wearing a clean cut of blouse and skirt.
There was suppose to be some kind of activities. But I could not remember well. There was one scene that I remember vividly.
This friend of mine, was being chat up by a fat, tanned, guy. He had a big beer belly which he showed off proudly. His eyes was as big as a goldfish. Bulking out from his eye socket. He had curly black hair, and he wore a pirate like hat. He was so tanned that he looked golden brown. He keep asking my friend to send him her profile. In my dream, I understood it as giving him her contact number. Her eyes looked kinda distracted. When I approached them, he quickly walked away. Then his phone rang. He put his left index finger to his mouth to signal us or anyone who is near him to keep quiet.
"Moi moi" he said with a strange soft spot voice. It must be his lover or something.
And then he started to talk softer and softer. I couldnt catch what he was saying anymore. From his reaction, I could feel that the other receiver was melting him down with her charm.
Both my friend and I were annoyed with his behavior. We made a conclusion that his lover must be somewhere on this board. We decided to search for her and spill the beans.
We went to a handphone shop. There sat a young beautiful lady. We decided to call her "Moi Moi" to test if she is the one.
Her reaction was big. She reacted like asking us "How the hell u know my nickname?"
She was furious. She came out from the shop and started to give us a stare.
My friend, seeing the Moi Moi reaction filled with angst, decided not to say anything. She just sneered at Moi and walked away.
Moi Moi suddenly turned into a centipede that cold run and jump fast. And keep on wanting to attack us at our leg. Both my fren and I keep jumping. Somehow, we knew we could have just step her to death, but we didnt.
We left the centipede and walked away. We can feel Moi breathing profusely at the back. We looked at each other and said, "Well, at least we should tell her what is really happening."
We walked back. I tried to talk terms with the centipede. "If you feel like attacking, please bite me if you want. After that, please transform into your real self. We have to talk about something face to face, as human"
She hesitated to bite me. Eventhough I showed her my ankle.
But when my friend came in, she bite her immediately. Giving her so much bite at one go, that I had to tried to tap Moi away. My friend's leg started to swollen.
The centipede, dissapeared. Couldnt find it anymore. Moi is missing.
The whole scene became very dark. I started to run to get aid. My friend followed closely at the back. I keep looking back to see if my friend is really behind me.
I ran and ran, suddenly I am in front of a lake house.
I knocked on the door and called for help. I saw from the window a working desk. Then, I sort of remembered that I knew this place (in my dream).
A man came out. In my dream I gasp. I knew him.
And the dream was ended by my alarm clock.
In reality, I dont know anybody in my dream.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Attacked!
I was on the phone with E. Something tickle me on my left foot.
I looked down.
"ARGGHHHH!!!!"
Cockroach!!!!
"E! I call you back! Cockroach attacking me!!!"
I hung up. I jumped up. And I called for Al.
"COCKROACH!!!! COCKROACH!!!!!"
"So what? It is just a cockroach!" Al exclaimed. I knew he was scared too.
Cos he said "Where's the insect spray?"
Wahaha!
I ran to the toilet to wash my foot.
Ran upstairs to take the insect spray.
And the war begin.
Cockroach vs Cindy vs Mosquito Spray
(ran left and right. Up and down. Spray spray. Ahh! spray spray. )
Verdict: MOSQUITO SPRAY WINS!
And I took my broom and dustpan to sweep it up, throw into the bin.
haha
I thought I won.(with spray help of course!)
But....
Worst news for today: Fidael says that cockroaches dont die so easily. Even if you chopped off their head, they will still be alive for another week. They only die when they have nothing to eat or drink!
ARGGH!!
Time to throw the rubbish now!!! NOW!!!!
I looked down.
"ARGGHHHH!!!!"
Cockroach!!!!
"E! I call you back! Cockroach attacking me!!!"
I hung up. I jumped up. And I called for Al.
"COCKROACH!!!! COCKROACH!!!!!"
"So what? It is just a cockroach!" Al exclaimed. I knew he was scared too.
Cos he said "Where's the insect spray?"
Wahaha!
I ran to the toilet to wash my foot.
Ran upstairs to take the insect spray.
And the war begin.
Cockroach vs Cindy vs Mosquito Spray
(ran left and right. Up and down. Spray spray. Ahh! spray spray. )
Verdict: MOSQUITO SPRAY WINS!
And I took my broom and dustpan to sweep it up, throw into the bin.
haha
I thought I won.(with spray help of course!)
But....
Worst news for today: Fidael says that cockroaches dont die so easily. Even if you chopped off their head, they will still be alive for another week. They only die when they have nothing to eat or drink!
ARGGH!!
Time to throw the rubbish now!!! NOW!!!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
18th November 2006 - 10:36am
This was written and recorded in my pc since saturday.
Saturday, 18 November 2006
10:30am.
I dreamt again.
I dreamt that I was in a science lab or something. The place looked like a hospital, but at the same time looked like an advanced labs.
I dreamt somebody was chasing me. No. chasing us. There was a group of ppl with high tech costumes, some with white hair, some with grey hair..The higher rank with sunglasses on, the lower ranks with guns. They were ambushing us in the lab.
I was with doctors, nurses, a pretty young lady with long straight hair, aged – 6 yrs? A fat guy who is supposingly to be my working partner, and the kid’s maid. We were all at the highest floor researching some stuff.
The alarm alerted us. We looked into the security tv. I saw that group.of ppl running fast floor by floor to reach the top.
“Run! Please! Take her with you!” One of the doctor screamed while pointing at the young lady.
In my dream, the young lady is supposingly to be an intelligent,smart and quiet person. She wasn’t as panic as my fat partner. The maid either.
I gave the doctor a nod. And I signaled my partner to run. We started running out of the door, down the alley, and went into another area. There were nurses and patients around, giving us ways to runaway.
The kid didn’t cry, didn’t scream. She was only trying her best to run as fast as she could with us. Sometimes, I slowed down, and ask her to hurry up, the maid was always with her.
We reached a place, supposingly to be the corner where nobody knows except those in high ranks in the building. My partner wanted to use the lifts. I ushered everyone to the door not far from the lift.
My partner understood immediately. He grabbed the kid, and ran again with me.
The door lead us to flights of staircase. We were running down the staircase. I was basically jumping from flights to flights. We were jumping as silent as we can.
When we reached the lowest floor, I opened the door silently. We sneaked out slowly peeping if we saw anybody in the front. Our car was in front. We had to go to our car.
There were a lot of ppl looking for something. I think the enemy thought that we were some items. They were looking in the grass the bushes, the flowers.. I also saw that the security personnels for the building had to help them to look for it.
We decided to run to the school next to this building. I signaled everybody to walk slowly with me.
On our way there, we saw 2 security personnels that we knew. They showed us some stuff and told us that they found it. I smiled at them and whisper to him, “You didn’t see us here! Don’t tell anyone about us ok?”
And we went off. He stood there dumbfounded. I wave goodbye.
We were blending in with the kids in the school. They were wearing white shirts and green bottoms. We were all wearing white shirts, but some of us were wearing white bottoms. We quickly sat ourselves at the benches with umbrellas and tables at the side of the school field. There, we met a group of young mischevious men. They were offering us food and drinks. And pretended that we were their captivate. We played along to make it like we were part of them.
Soon, kids on the fields become lesser and lesser. I was thinking that the school bell is about to ring, signaling recess time over.
We were all panic for awhile. We will be the odd ones there!
Suddenly, a person came over the fence and started taking pictures of my young lady. My fat partner stared at him. The next thing we know, 2 guys came and took my fat partner away. Then, I knew he can take care of himself. He signaled me to run. I nodded silently.
After he left, I talked to one of the kid. He seems quite adult – 17? Then I realized, that school is an all boys school. I told him I needed a car to go away from this place. He smiled.
The next thing I know, I was in a car driving away with the young lady and another more older kid. Both of them were girls. I remember I was plotting ways to run away from the state. I plan to dump this car at one side, and rent a car to drive to another states.
I remember when I looked at surroundings, it looked like I was in US or something. Nothing resemblance Malaysia though.
The dream ended with me hugging the kids. Saying, “from now on you both are my daughters. I am happy to have you both as my daughters. Remember that! Until we found your real parents, both of you will be my daughters. Ok?”
I gave them a big warm hug. They hugged back. I felt appreciated by them. They started calling me “Mum”.
Saturday, 18 November 2006
10:30am.
I dreamt again.
I dreamt that I was in a science lab or something. The place looked like a hospital, but at the same time looked like an advanced labs.
I dreamt somebody was chasing me. No. chasing us. There was a group of ppl with high tech costumes, some with white hair, some with grey hair..The higher rank with sunglasses on, the lower ranks with guns. They were ambushing us in the lab.
I was with doctors, nurses, a pretty young lady with long straight hair, aged – 6 yrs? A fat guy who is supposingly to be my working partner, and the kid’s maid. We were all at the highest floor researching some stuff.
The alarm alerted us. We looked into the security tv. I saw that group.of ppl running fast floor by floor to reach the top.
“Run! Please! Take her with you!” One of the doctor screamed while pointing at the young lady.
In my dream, the young lady is supposingly to be an intelligent,smart and quiet person. She wasn’t as panic as my fat partner. The maid either.
I gave the doctor a nod. And I signaled my partner to run. We started running out of the door, down the alley, and went into another area. There were nurses and patients around, giving us ways to runaway.
The kid didn’t cry, didn’t scream. She was only trying her best to run as fast as she could with us. Sometimes, I slowed down, and ask her to hurry up, the maid was always with her.
We reached a place, supposingly to be the corner where nobody knows except those in high ranks in the building. My partner wanted to use the lifts. I ushered everyone to the door not far from the lift.
My partner understood immediately. He grabbed the kid, and ran again with me.
The door lead us to flights of staircase. We were running down the staircase. I was basically jumping from flights to flights. We were jumping as silent as we can.
When we reached the lowest floor, I opened the door silently. We sneaked out slowly peeping if we saw anybody in the front. Our car was in front. We had to go to our car.
There were a lot of ppl looking for something. I think the enemy thought that we were some items. They were looking in the grass the bushes, the flowers.. I also saw that the security personnels for the building had to help them to look for it.
We decided to run to the school next to this building. I signaled everybody to walk slowly with me.
On our way there, we saw 2 security personnels that we knew. They showed us some stuff and told us that they found it. I smiled at them and whisper to him, “You didn’t see us here! Don’t tell anyone about us ok?”
And we went off. He stood there dumbfounded. I wave goodbye.
We were blending in with the kids in the school. They were wearing white shirts and green bottoms. We were all wearing white shirts, but some of us were wearing white bottoms. We quickly sat ourselves at the benches with umbrellas and tables at the side of the school field. There, we met a group of young mischevious men. They were offering us food and drinks. And pretended that we were their captivate. We played along to make it like we were part of them.
Soon, kids on the fields become lesser and lesser. I was thinking that the school bell is about to ring, signaling recess time over.
We were all panic for awhile. We will be the odd ones there!
Suddenly, a person came over the fence and started taking pictures of my young lady. My fat partner stared at him. The next thing we know, 2 guys came and took my fat partner away. Then, I knew he can take care of himself. He signaled me to run. I nodded silently.
After he left, I talked to one of the kid. He seems quite adult – 17? Then I realized, that school is an all boys school. I told him I needed a car to go away from this place. He smiled.
The next thing I know, I was in a car driving away with the young lady and another more older kid. Both of them were girls. I remember I was plotting ways to run away from the state. I plan to dump this car at one side, and rent a car to drive to another states.
I remember when I looked at surroundings, it looked like I was in US or something. Nothing resemblance Malaysia though.
The dream ended with me hugging the kids. Saying, “from now on you both are my daughters. I am happy to have you both as my daughters. Remember that! Until we found your real parents, both of you will be my daughters. Ok?”
I gave them a big warm hug. They hugged back. I felt appreciated by them. They started calling me “Mum”.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
7th November 2006
I have a dream yesterday..
This time, I feel like my subconcious is talking to me.
Before that, I dream of Al. I dream that he was very happy, very attached to me and very talkative. In my dream, he took me by surprise for acting like that. And then... my dreams shift to pirates, sea, ships.
I cant really remember the details now, but I do remember some fire, big problem, everybody screaming, and then an angel talks to me. Saying: Whatever it is, let it be. Just let it be. The problem will settle by itself." hmmm...
This time, I feel like my subconcious is talking to me.
Before that, I dream of Al. I dream that he was very happy, very attached to me and very talkative. In my dream, he took me by surprise for acting like that. And then... my dreams shift to pirates, sea, ships.
I cant really remember the details now, but I do remember some fire, big problem, everybody screaming, and then an angel talks to me. Saying: Whatever it is, let it be. Just let it be. The problem will settle by itself." hmmm...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
4th November 2006 - saturday night.
4th November 2006, a day to remember..
My evening was great.
Went to Menara Axis with Devilboy. (HE TOLD ME THAT HE WANTED TO SIGN UP FOR FITNESS FIRST! JUST AFTER I CANCEL IT!!==")
So now, I have to cancel my cancellation. Moreover, if he comes in as my referee, I will get RM10 discount monthly. And from then onwards, I will have a gym buddy. Sigh. I will cancel my cancelation. So much so for wanting to be thrifty!
We went to the curve after that. Met up with Matt to talk about small business. Matt is a very intelligent, outspoken, and friendly person. Nobody ever feel uncomfortable with him. He is just very nice to be with.
Matt opens a steel stall at The Curve. I spotted 1 good looking ring. I like it instantly. It was retailing at RM68/pc. One of a few only. Imported directly from Korea (I believe that is what Matt told me).Here's how it look like:
The picture is taken with my Motorola A1000.
We went for Sakae Sushi for dinner. Had a good chat with him. It was a great evening.
Matt came and join us in awhile. We talked about e-business, small business,,..It is good to see that we are all moving to another perspective. (Oh I love my ring!)
Reached home at 10pm that night. Al asked me if I wanna go to Velvet or 7,8,9 with him earlier in the afternoon. *smile* Apparently Shaun was selling hard to him to ask him to go to 789. Shaun told him that his gf brings lots of girls out and that he is the only guy..asked him to go there to help him..something like that. I guess he chose to go to Velvet with CC and the rest. And so I went with him to Velvet.
Velvet part of Zouk KL. A very hip and upcoming place to be. Velvet plays R&B, Hip Hop,from the millenium all the way to 70's.
Met CC, CC bf, Kelly, Fong, Alan, Damien, Wilson, Olivia, and a few more fellas. There was total of 20 ppl in our group. Velvet was packed. Very very packed with human beings. We, girls tried to dance at the dance floor, but were constantly distracted/disturbed by ppl crossing the dance floor. It was annoying. Why cant they just dance as it is?Why must they walk here and there?
We dance for about 1/2 hour, and left to our table.
Oh I love my ring! Kelly told me she likes it alot too. She asked me if I bought it from Bvlgary. Apparently, there's a design from Bvlgary exactly the same as mine. I told her that I bought it in the flee market in The Curve. *tee heee*.
Overall, I had fun that night. The crowd was good, the company was great. Everybody was talking to everybody. It has been toooo long since I went out for clubbing. I kinda miss it somehow.
We left at 2am. Al couldnt stand the smokey place anymore. I drove us back to DJ.
But I am still satisfied. (I love my ring!!!!) I am glad I went..
3rd November 2006 - My chronicle to get another chronicle
I have always wanted another Murakami's book after finish reading his Norwegian Wood. It was impressively written. I burnt the midnight oil and finished it in 3 days time. (HAHA!Hey! I am always more hardworking when it comes to books!I meant, story books!=P)
With recommendation from Devilboy, I finally made up my mind to look for this one particular book " The Wind-up Bird Chronicle".
I went to a lot of MPHs, Kinokuniya, Popular before today. I realised it is very very hard to even see books from him on the shelves. It seems to be rare, especially in mega bookstores. I begin to think that this author is selling his books like hot cakes! Even Devilboy said the same thing. He could not find another copy of that book until today. It was like, Su li bought the last one! I am getting more excited to get this book. wahaha.
Today, I continued my "journey" to look for it. I was in KL Sentral to meet my client this morning. After the meeting, I went to MPH at the ground floor(Was thinking that, maybe, they will have something there). I could see only 1 book from him. The one and only book by him. But it was not the title that I wanted. I left in 10 minutes.
I dropped by Bangsar, hoping that I will find 1 in MPH Bangsar. During my drive to Bangsar, I was telling myself,"If there's a park nearby,I will go and have a look. Otherwise, I will go". I end up rounding Bangsar street for a few more rounds. I dont know why I did that, but when I finally found a park nearby Madam Kwan, I was so happy that I just parked my car without further obligations,without realising that MPH was actually VERY VERY far from where I was.
It hit me once I got off from the car. Haha. I felt so silly for a moment until I saw the 2 floors big bookshop at the corner. It seems new. And interesting.
I quickly walked upwards to the store. It truly is dissapointing. The store assistant never even heard of the author name. =( Dissapointing. I left immediately, thinking, maybe I should look for it in MPH Bangsar Village.
I walked downwards to Bangsar Village. When I walked pass Madam Kwan, I saw a standee signage saying "Silverfish Books. Asian cultures, science, arts....bla bla bla... books." I gave the place a chance. Maybe this has something that megastores dont have.
It is located on the first floor. I walked up the stairs. It gave me a feeling that I am actually walking to a dance studio, or fame studio, or theatre studio. When I open the leaf door, I saw an Indian man (mid thirties) and a big sized chinese lady (late twenties?). They stop talking when they saw me walking in.
For a moment, I thought I am at the wrong place until I saw books and books on the shelves. Do you have Haruki Murakami's books? I asked timidly. Unsure if I should be there.
what is the title of the book? The lady asked.
"...err..bird chronicle...."
"ahh..The wind-up bird chronicle! Here!"
She walked quickly to the right and ushered me to the 2nd shelves from the front.
"Ahh! You have it ! " I smiled.And looked up. "I...". I wanted to continue talking, but...
The indian guy seems to be irritated with me...
Did I say something wrong?
The lady just smiled quickly...Is something wrong with me??
They continued talking to each other with well spoken english. Ignoring me.
Maybe, this is their culture here. Help yourself service,if possible.
I squat there for awhile, admiring the book that I finally found. I found a few more others by Murakami. And they are all with ORIGINAL COVERS!!! Devilboy got to come here! Haha!
I think I have fell in love with this place instantly.
While at the counter to pay, I made a stupid comment. I said "I would not have found here if it is not for the sign board you have downstairs.." Nobody answered me.
The lady looked at the Indian guy for awhile, and smiled. I felt so stupid for a moment.
I just paid it and said thanks. And left.
Eventhough I felt so stupid, I still want to go back to that place. Especially after checking out their websites. www.silverfishbooks.com.
They are Malaysia's leading publisher of Postcolonial and World Literature bookstore. A bookstore where import books that are not in the megastore shelves, and sometimes not even amazon.com! In another words, RARE.
This shop is also the shop where Malaysian International Literature Society (MILS) meets. Now, I know why they are irritated with my comments. I just showed them that I am not aware of their existance when they are actually famous. I am not observant enough..Aiks.. I feel so small for awhile.
ANd you know what? I actually parked RIGHT in front of this shop! Fate actually brought me there and I didnt open my eyes big enough to see what is in front.
I am silly. *blink*blink*
With recommendation from Devilboy, I finally made up my mind to look for this one particular book " The Wind-up Bird Chronicle".
I went to a lot of MPHs, Kinokuniya, Popular before today. I realised it is very very hard to even see books from him on the shelves. It seems to be rare, especially in mega bookstores. I begin to think that this author is selling his books like hot cakes! Even Devilboy said the same thing. He could not find another copy of that book until today. It was like, Su li bought the last one! I am getting more excited to get this book. wahaha.
Today, I continued my "journey" to look for it. I was in KL Sentral to meet my client this morning. After the meeting, I went to MPH at the ground floor(Was thinking that, maybe, they will have something there). I could see only 1 book from him. The one and only book by him. But it was not the title that I wanted. I left in 10 minutes.
I dropped by Bangsar, hoping that I will find 1 in MPH Bangsar. During my drive to Bangsar, I was telling myself,"If there's a park nearby,I will go and have a look. Otherwise, I will go". I end up rounding Bangsar street for a few more rounds. I dont know why I did that, but when I finally found a park nearby Madam Kwan, I was so happy that I just parked my car without further obligations,without realising that MPH was actually VERY VERY far from where I was.
It hit me once I got off from the car. Haha. I felt so silly for a moment until I saw the 2 floors big bookshop at the corner. It seems new. And interesting.
I quickly walked upwards to the store. It truly is dissapointing. The store assistant never even heard of the author name. =( Dissapointing. I left immediately, thinking, maybe I should look for it in MPH Bangsar Village.
I walked downwards to Bangsar Village. When I walked pass Madam Kwan, I saw a standee signage saying "Silverfish Books. Asian cultures, science, arts....bla bla bla... books." I gave the place a chance. Maybe this has something that megastores dont have.
It is located on the first floor. I walked up the stairs. It gave me a feeling that I am actually walking to a dance studio, or fame studio, or theatre studio. When I open the leaf door, I saw an Indian man (mid thirties) and a big sized chinese lady (late twenties?). They stop talking when they saw me walking in.
For a moment, I thought I am at the wrong place until I saw books and books on the shelves. Do you have Haruki Murakami's books? I asked timidly. Unsure if I should be there.
what is the title of the book? The lady asked.
"...err..bird chronicle...."
"ahh..The wind-up bird chronicle! Here!"
She walked quickly to the right and ushered me to the 2nd shelves from the front.
"Ahh! You have it ! " I smiled.And looked up. "I...". I wanted to continue talking, but...
The indian guy seems to be irritated with me...
Did I say something wrong?
The lady just smiled quickly...Is something wrong with me??
They continued talking to each other with well spoken english. Ignoring me.
Maybe, this is their culture here. Help yourself service,if possible.
I squat there for awhile, admiring the book that I finally found. I found a few more others by Murakami. And they are all with ORIGINAL COVERS!!! Devilboy got to come here! Haha!
I think I have fell in love with this place instantly.
While at the counter to pay, I made a stupid comment. I said "I would not have found here if it is not for the sign board you have downstairs.." Nobody answered me.
The lady looked at the Indian guy for awhile, and smiled. I felt so stupid for a moment.
I just paid it and said thanks. And left.
Eventhough I felt so stupid, I still want to go back to that place. Especially after checking out their websites. www.silverfishbooks.com.
They are Malaysia's leading publisher of Postcolonial and World Literature bookstore. A bookstore where import books that are not in the megastore shelves, and sometimes not even amazon.com! In another words, RARE.
This shop is also the shop where Malaysian International Literature Society (MILS) meets. Now, I know why they are irritated with my comments. I just showed them that I am not aware of their existance when they are actually famous. I am not observant enough..Aiks.. I feel so small for awhile.
ANd you know what? I actually parked RIGHT in front of this shop! Fate actually brought me there and I didnt open my eyes big enough to see what is in front.
I am silly. *blink*blink*
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