New Hair Cut

ok. I have went for a hair cut today. Thanks to Devilboy, now I have new hair cut by Simon.
Razor's Edge, Old Wing, One Utama. (Thanks Devil for reminding me!!!)
Cost me RM80 + RM25 (for using "special" expensive Keratase shampoo!!)

Here's my new look:

Nice?

Heeeee...

Told my friend Jacky about it. she said it is expensive! She told me that she paid only RM55 for a hair cut in Peekaboo. Gulp. I think I didnt ask before I go? Haha.

27 October 2006

I wanted to post something yesterday. But blogger was down the whole day.

Yesterday night, I dream again.

I dream I am back to school again. This time, I was suppose to sit for an exam. I remember the subject clearly. It was Mathematics. I remember I flip thru the Mathematic "dictionary"(yeah, it is a dictionary!). I remember telling myself, I didnt study hard, I was fooling around, I would have fail this test by end of the day!

I remember sitting on the wooden chair with wooden table for the test. In my dreams, there's a few more friends (unknown to real). I was holding a bag.

and then..

Suddenly, I am in a house. The house was mine. (unknown in real). I clear up my bag which was full of papers and rubbish. I was wondering why it was filled with that. I told myself that this bag is an old good bag that was bought from Vincci. (in real, non existance). I wanted to wash the bag with my laundry.. But I didnt.

and then..

Suddenly, I am in a shop. Junk food shop to be exact. With a few of my good friends. (unknown in real). We were browsing thru the stores, looking ups and downs.
finally, I grabbed 2 big bag of mamee. At that point, I told myself I was craving for one.

I have lost a few details. I know there are more...but I could not remember anymore.

Things didnt change for the past few days. Exactly the same. Exactly the same.

25 October 2006

Had a nap in the afternoon. And had this weird dream.
I dreamt that my bf came to my room and sat there to look at me. I reached out to him.
we hugged and kissed. I was asking myself then, is this real or it is a dream? Am I really dreaming?

I remember being so happy that he finally wants to hug me again...

Until...I open my eyes. Blink.Blink. Shit. I am still in bed. All alone. It is a dream.
Surprisingly, I was feeling abit dissapointed.

The nap was tiring to me actually. I couldnt get up at all. I tried to get up, but I couldnt.
My body keep telling me that I am tired. I need those sleeps.

Until 3 hours later, I finally forced myself up. It is 7pm now. And I have no idea what will happen next.

24 October 2006

I have not been sleeping well since last Wednesday. And I have been sleeping late these few days too. Sleep late and woke up at 10am, latest. Even I do dream, I have forget it instantly when I woke up.

too tired to remember the dreams now. Bf problems is not settled yet until now...
When will it end? so I can start dreaming again....

Haha.

20 October 2006

My dreams are scattered yesterday. Bits and pieces here and there.

I remember 1 scenario:
A fren and I was in a shopping mall No idea what, but I remember we were in Giant store.
We were looking for something...but end up, didnt buy anything.
We went to eat lunch after that. 5 minutes into the conversation while having lunch, I realised I have dropped my mobile phone in Giant store (In real, my mobile phone is part of me. Without the phone, I will be restless.).
I never stood up and walk back to giant to find it. I was telling my friend that we should go look for it after we are done lunch.

Somehow, the "action" slipped off my mind. We happily drove back to where we were suppose to go. Halfway, I shouted "Oh no! My phone!"
I insisted my friend to drive us back to Giant.
but instead, he drove back to my house to build a table. I thought he was building the table to find my mobile phone?
I let him hammer and saw for awhile. His brother(I think) came join and helped. His brother asked him his purpose of making the table. He stopped. And looked at me.
and then it hit me. I said"actually, we dont need this table to find my phone right?Moreover, it maybe too big to fit in the car"
He then put down his hammer and nails, and sigh. I said to his brother while folding up the unfinished table "Well, this is the unfinished project 1! Hahaha! " His brother just smiled.
We drove off again..

but I never seee ourselves stepping into the mall..

The dream continues to another scenary about my bf and I. Both of us had a big arguement 2 nights ago. It was so big that he wanted to break with me. But I hold on. From that night onwards, we are now sleeping in seperate rooms. He told me the night he was angry, that he no longer treat me as his gf, and I should not be treating him as his bf. And I should move out instantly the next day (yesterday). Yesterday, he didnt shove me out. He was cold to me. Later in the night, he treated me better. We cleaned the whole house together and it was the closest moment I have ever felt with him that time. But, it stopped. He didnt ask me to move back to the same room, didnt say anything. I was hoping he will, ask me...but he didnt. I think this is what triggers the dream:

Bf and I are so happy together. Bf hugged me and I felt so loved. Bf and I were so happy in my dream. He gave me the loving look and hugged me well.. I felt so warm.

I hope this dream will come true. But what I felt was at the edge of the relationship, at the moment..

I am actually feeling unhappy right now. I dont know if he still wants me. Or he just want me to be around to work(I am working with him in his company).

I am already thinking of wanting to fly away to another country, and avoid all this.. start anew..

I think...I am getting sick...

*cry*

17 October 2006

yesterday...

I have..

wet dreams

Muahahah!

Still feels the tingling in my body....

"woman" driver! sheesh!

somehow, I realised some drivers are just so insensitive!

There was once, I was following this female driver.
I noticed her rear view mirror was facing her breast area (well, that i s obvious that she is not adjusting it to view the rear).. true enough.. shes applying her make up, and picking whatever in her eyes, and making faces in the mirror... hmmm.... and guess what... she was so engrossed doing it until the green had passed for 5 secs or so (or equivalent to 2 car passes through the lights)... unluicky enough.. I have to follow her all the way for another 5 kms or so... sigh.insensitive, self centered... totally oblivious to the traffic chaos.

Few hours ago,.. I was in front of Citibank, KL, ready to turn out to the main road.

Suddenly, I heard a loud bang.

Look see look see,... ah...accident. Not far from where I was. JUST infront of the Restaurant Bisik. (only that it is going to KLCC direction)

A Camry hit a Nissan Sentra.
Camry - lady driver (must be the lady like i mentioned earlier!)
Nissan Sentra - another lady driver

Damage control: Camry - Not a scratch (Tough car! I must say!)
Sentra- Bumper crack (I believe the bumper must have been changed before!)


My god, that is a straight road! And the Camry driver was still able to hit another car in front of her!!!

And you know what happen next?
since their "accident" happen in the middle of the road (2nd lane from left/right), they just stop in the middle of the road and hog the whole road.

Everybody have to squeeze to the left lane!!!!

I mean, why cant they f***ing move the car to the side and talk about it? Or drive to the nearest petrol station, or police station?
Not like the car engine died or something????

Sheesh.

Mentality sure are shallow!

Another dream - 11th October 2006

Do we have labels for people who dream everyday?
hmm..

I dream again yesterday. I have been dreaming almost everynight.

Yesterday dream.. back to school again. (I wonder what it means, why I always dream of schools)

THis time, I dream that I wore roller blade to school. I was a pro in roller blade in the dream. (real life - i only know how to rollerblade - walk, but not the stunts)
In fact, alot of my friends in there (unknown in real life) rollerblades in school. It was like a norm thing.

In my dream, I have a group of cool friends. Mixture of girls and guys. We all speak good english and talk about cool things.

I cannot remember much at this point. I think I should make a point to write in the morning, when I could have remember more.

Sigh.

Surprise Visit early in the morning at 6++am - 7++ am

Yesterday night, I played games a little on MSN Messenger. Solitaire Showdown. Addictive!Finally, hit the sack at 2:30am. Was so tired that snoze off immediately!

Then the dream started.

My grandma house was a semi detached house. Her neighbour is actually our far away siblings. Both the house have nice garden. But only my neighbour have swing, double swing in fact! Those round swing?!

Well, the dream started that I was there with my female friends, Adriana, Geraldine, ... and 3
more girls, i cant remember who.THey Met me at my grandma's neighbour house. We were all suppose to change our shoe to a paper white shoe (what reason? I have no idea. In my dream, I just did it like it was understood).

Then, all of us hopped into a bus filled with kids.

I remember, talking laughing, teasing playing with the kids..then suddenly.. a screeching sound. Like ghost screeching sound!My hearts beat like hell!Everyone kept quiet. The sound continue, getting louder. THis time with a few bangs.

In real, I knew my heart was beating fast. My hand shook Al to wake up. He woke up with a jump. And I followed him. Then I realized, the sound is actually real!He wanted to grab the steel next to the closet, and then, i can see he changed his mind. He went to the window to check.

He said: I cannot figure out what it is. Look like a cat,but not. Look like a squirrel, but too big for squirrel. :\ They are all running around on the roof. Like playing or something.

I am curious myself now. I went to the window while he hit back the sack.I looked left and right, I cant see anything at all. But the sound is still there!

I went to the living room next to my room, and open the curtain to see.
There it is! a creature with four leg, pointed nose, brown colour, and 1 significant thing - ONE ring tail.

It was a baby, crying for help. It was hanging on my window grill, crying and crying. I could have open the window and let it come in, and make it a pet...but..I decided not. I have no idea what is it! What if it eat human flesh? !!!

It was crying for a few good minutes. And I was standing there with Alton watching it cries a few good minutes. We were guessing what it was. "Raccoon, beagle..." "no not beagle. Very close to Raccoon." "But, it has a face of a mouse!" "hmm..too big for mouse." "Maybe it is Raccoon." "How on earth a raccoon come to a housing area?" *shrug*

Finally, A bigger head pop up. The small one stop crying. And then more heads pop up!Ahh...1 happy family! 1 mother with 4 kids. When the mother came up, she really reminds me of a raccoon, but with sharper nose.

Off they go. And we went back to bed. I checked the clock. It was only 7:00am! no wonder the sky is still not bright. Few minutes later, the screeching sound came again. Quite near. I went to check on the windows again.
Ah..the baby was left behind again! It was seating on the pipe screaming again. I saw my neighbour uncle came and looked at it. I hope he had the answer on what it was.

Then I realize something very unusual. There was a crow looking at it. It called out. And more crows appear. lots of crow calling. They were all flying around and lining up at the roof top, all faces the poor baby.

During that scene, it feels like Vultures waiting for preys to die slowly. *stunned*

I looked and looked. And I was thinking, I should have my own camera! to take these pictures! Wanted to take Al's SLR, but he said: "It is too dark! You wont see a thing!The flash will bounced back!" So "motivational", he is!

Then the mommie came and grab the baby by its teeth and went away. The crow followed. You can actually hear the crow calling fade slowly..

When I went back to bed(which I was suppose to wake up and go to the gym), i suddenly remembered.

I HAVE CAMERA ON MY PHONE!

So stupid.

I was hoping the creature will come back again. So I can take a good picture of it, and find out what is it! I was googling on "raccoon" pictures. Raccoon face is way too flat compare to the creature I saw. And raccoon tail have more rings than this one!

4 legged creature, with only 1 white ring on the tail,face like mouse (pointy nose), but big like raccoon.

Anyone know what is it?

9 October 2006 - Brief

Pic: Taken while on the way to Langkawi Island, Malaysia by MAS airline from KLIA. Taken with Nikon 4200 (compact digital camera) w/o flash.

9th October 2006

weather in Malaysia: Rained today (fantastic!) It has been hazy these few days. the haze is "killing" alot of people, and giving alot of people reasons not to go out too (namely, excuses to be lazy at home, ppl like me!ha ha!)
Frankly, I dont remember seeing the Sun today. I wonder where it has gone hiding!*tsk tsk*
Luckily I have wash my laundries yesterday. If not, god knows when will they be dry!

Temperature: Hot & Cold. .. haha. Ok. The temperature fluctuates today. From 28 degrees up to 31 degrees, and drop drastically when it rained heavily earlier today at 3pm.


Today, is like a Saturday to me. Tomorrow will be a public holiday for Selangor state in Malaysia. (yahoo!)
Basically, didnt do alot today for work. made a few phone calls, went to a client place to pick up a form, and feel like jumping into the bed a few times. I am so lazyyyyyy today!
Blame the weather! Blame the weather! (hahaha!)
crap. I think I am being influenced heavily by the haze! Frankly, I cant really see the the building in front of my place. Usually, I can see them with the clear sky!

Tonight, let's see what I am going to do:

1) Study some management book (at least 1/2 hour!!)
2) Look up for good company name (yeah. Wanna start up a company with my buddy soon!!!yeay!)
3) Go for a movie, Rob-b-hood (maybe?)
4) Catch the Korean Series - My Girl on the cable tv at 8:30pm - 9:30pm.

And I gotta get my ass to the gym! Sooooon!!!

Tomorrow's list:
1) Meet up with my buddy to talk about the set up
2) Go to the gym
3) Study on Management
4) Got to go out with some friends for tea break at night! Or else, I am going to go crazy!

Ok. Cross fingers I will make a better list tomrrow to do.

End of post

My past dream - 6th October 2006

I dream I was in my mum's place with my sister. My mum place is actually a single storey link house.My sister was hanging some clothes at the car porch.

suddenly...the house shakes.

I feel like the whole house was being moved. The next thing I know, my mum's place was moved to an empty land,not far from the old location.

what happen to the old location? it become an empty space.(in my dream, i knew that the space will be re created to a double storey house)

In my dream, out of the house, I saw another housing area with big houses, still under construction, and some bushes around it.

The next thing i know, I was talking to my dad, my sis. we were talking about what was happening to the house. I saw a car behind me, that i thought was my mum house. (!!) Dont know why I think that in my dream.

This is a weird dream that I cannot forget. I hope someone can tell me what do they mean.

I have another one... coming up next.

Dream 9th October 2006

I have another dream again yesterday.
I have been dreaming about schools recently.
Yesterday dream was vivid.

I dream I was back to school, i dream i was seated at the last row. There were alot of other students. I was not a prefect, but a normal student. Someone actually elected me to be a prefect, in my dream, i didnt make decision to take the job.

I remember I forgot where I put my purse. In my dream, it seems that I forgot about my purse for a few days already. Someone told me that my purse is with a guy seated on the first row.

went over to talk to him, and he looked at me. Ok. I cannot remember his face.

The next thing i know, I was walking into a classroom.
I saw 2 teachers. One female + one male.

Now, I remember, smuggling, transporting, and lying..some premiums was send to the school to me, and I was required to export them (about 100 of them) out of the school, without anyone really realise it.

I remember telling the teacher that I need to excuse myself to the loading bay. To check some stuff..

And then...

I cannot remember anymore.

Not much details!

Sigh

I accidentally deleted the whole blog...
Luckily, this blog was only 1 day old.
now..I dont know if i remember what I wrote yesterday.

I guess I will post again later tonight..

The dream that I cannot forget...